Dream on!!!!!

“Your every Monday ko diet pe jaa rahaa hoon waala type resolution!! Gimme a break bro”

This message from my sister in the midst of a time pass discussion got me thinking, that all of us at some point in our lives have made some plans which we are not able to execute no matter how hard we try. This is the most commonly occurring phenomenon in our lives and sometimes makes us feel like a loser, a good for nothing and so on. I would be lying if I say that the thought that, I am about to share with you guys was a member of my school of thought for a very long time.

Quite often when the most commonly occurring phenomenon occurs, we go into a negative mode and in order to ensure that we don’t feel the same pain again we say that “we will not expect anything ever”. In the process of expecting less we confuse the two terms “dreams and expectations” to be the same and stop dreaming as often we used to earlier.

We do not realize that this ability to dream is a gift and is something that gives us hope and also keeps us going in normal and the toughest of situations. The trial and error situations that we get into, while pursuing our dreams however big or small helps us ascertain what exactly we want in life and helps us get there eventually. One example to back my last statement would be of a person with a few failed relations in the past still dreams to meet “the one” and it’s this dream that makes him continue his search.

There is no harm in dreaming as it will not cause any damage in the time to come. So without taking more of your time and giving you all some time to think about what I have said earlier I will end this post by saying two words “Dream on!!!!!”

Fewer expectations = Lesser problems = A content and a happier life

As I have stated in a couple of my previous posts man is a social animal and constantly thrives to build relationships with the people around him. As this process continues the people involved in any kind of relationships also develop expectations that they expect themselves and the people involved to fulfill.

Fulfilling expectations and having your expectations fulfilled is a two step process and either one of the steps not being completed leads to problems. I will not quote any example as the list is infinite and all of you understand what I am trying to convey.

At the start, even I was not clear about the objective of this post as everyone was aware that having expectations was the cause of all problems. However it dawned upon me that even this problem had a very simple solution though not 100 percent foolproof.

The solution is that we should become self dependant (expect only from ourselves) in all the activities that we are capable of handling by ourselves and not depend on anyone for their presence, support etc. By doing so not only the completion of the activity will be on or before time, but also our peace of mind will be intact and we will be more relaxed and happier most of the times.

Thus the formulae for a more content and a happier life is : Fewer expectations = Lesser problems = A content and a happier life.

Identify the diamonds amongst the various pieces of coal

Happiness is a journey that begins in our childhood. As the years go by, man being a social animal concludes that more the people you have in your social circle the higher is your degree of happiness and security.

I was a firm believer of the above rule for more then the last two decades, however some reality checks in the last three months totally changed my belief. The horrifying experience of going under the surgeon’s knife and the on going recovery period post that made me realize that the above belief is not actually correct.

I realized that all our lives we spend investing in relationships which are not as truthful and genuine as we think they are. The lowest phases in our lives, though painful help us identify the genuineness of the relationships that we share with people and help us identify the diamonds amongst the various pieces of coal in a mine.

The people who help us stand when we are not able to do so on our own; the people who believe in our abilities even when we ourselves doubt them, the people who stay with us even after seeing us in our worst forms are the diamonds that we should separate from the bulk of coal around us. We should make constant efforts to polish these diamonds and make sure that they are shining to the best of their abilities when we are celebrating life.

All I am trying to say is irrespective of the fact that there is no guarantee that these people may be with us in the future taking into account the uncertainties of life, we should make sure that we do everything in our power to maintain our relationships with them and be there for them to the best of our abilities. We should always remember the fact that when it was dark, they chose to use their spark and shine to show us the way.

Life’s a Gift…. Enjoy it….

Quiet often with the experiences that we have had, all of us detest the life that has been given to us by the Almighty. By experiences I meant, something as minor as a job problem, an issue with a loved one or something as major as a health issue.

While facing these challenges we humans, build up a defense mechanism around us that we feel will keep us safe and no longer allow anyone or anything to affect us. An example of this would be to mould oneself to be totally materialistic and not emotional etc.

I too was headed the same way until a fortnight ago when I woke up post my surgery. Attempting to check myself thoroughly in that semi conscious state to see if everything was fine, the only words that came out were “O, Allah give me good health". Trust me at that point of time good health was the only thing that mattered. The correct blink of the eye, being able to stand on your feet, the proper movement of the various joints etc was more precious than anything else on the globe.

The point I am driving here is that very often while pursuing our worldly goals, we often forget how blessed we are with gifts whose value we don’t recognize, with the gift of people who love us and who pray for us and who we hurt because of our stupid beliefs etc. All of us have had our share of life defining moments and we should take a breather and regularly revisit that moment as they help us in realizing the true value of these gifts. By doing so we will get a chance to reiterate to ourselves that “Life’s a Gift…. Enjoy it….”

The moment when reality dawns and the illusions wither away....

Since the last couple of days I have been wanting to write about this particular thought that has been on my mind, however was not able to express it in words. The thought that I want to talk about is one which is common amongst all of us, the fear of that moment when reality dawns upon us and the illusions we live in wither away.

Let me try to explain it with the help of the a most common scenes from our films, the first one being where the guy in love dreads the moment when the girl of his dream will reply to his proposal. The second one where a girl forced into an anti-social profession fears the moment when she comes face to face with her family after years of separation.

It’s these similar feelings of anxiety, the fear of the unknown that occupy most of our thoughts and pose a road blocks in our life’s journey. A lot of time is wasted in clearing these blocks and the most amazing fact is that these blocks just don’t stop resurfacing. No matter how hard we try to make these road blocks disappear permanently, we just aren’t able to.

After a long walk on the path of self destruction because of this fear, I concluded that dreading and running away to avoid that moment of fear wouldn’t get me to that zone of peace that I was wishing to be in. The only thing that would get me into that zone would be to live that moment we dread and get an answer to our favorite question “what will happen if?”

Some of you may disagree and say that it wouldn’t be worth an attempt, however on the basis of my personal experience I would say that it does help. Even if the answer to that particular question would not be the one you expected, it does free your mind, your soul and enables you to explore new possibilities…..

So let’s explore the world of new possibilities and declare our freedom by living that moment we dread the most, that moment when reality dawns and the illusions wither away.

Have we started walking yet?

A learned scholar had once said “life’s a journey”.

In any journey, at the start we walk slowly, but once familiar with the path we increase the pace and eventually end up running till the time we reach our destination.

During the course of the journey each and every traveler comes across a zillion road blocks in various forms, however the default setting of crossing over any road block and continuing the journey takes us through. Some one has rightly said in a movie “The world ain’t all sunshine and rainbows. It’s a very mean and nasty place and it doesn’t care how tough you are it will beat you to your knees and keep you there permanently if you let it.You or nobody, is gonna hit as hard as life. But it isn’t about how hard ya hit. It’s about how hard you can get hit and keep moving forward”

Nearly at the end of the third decade of my journey, after encountering some road blocks, I was constantly telling myself that I am done running. However the other day while taking a breather from my self proclaimed run, I just happened to spot two ace runners. The first one was this lady who was trying to smoothen this rocky path she had walked on for nearly half of a century so that her son’s journey is easier. The second one being this deaf and dumb middle aged guy, who despite of his physical challenges was enjoying every moment of his journey to the fullest at a shopping mall with his loved ones.

These amazing people made me realize that though I had concluded that I was done running, the fact was that I hadn’t even started walking. The point that I wanna make here is that whenever, we “the travelers” feel that we are done running we should look around and ask ourselves a question “Have we started walking yet?”

It’s the worst when we doubt our own……

12.32 pm Tuesday afternoon as the train headed towards Thane from Matunga station, I started looking for a seat to sit and start reading the newspaper that I had just purchased. My eyes spotted a vacant window seat but the sight of a black office bag adjacent to the window halted my hurry to reach the seat.

Whose bag is this? I asked, while attempting to identify a suspicious face amongst the various faces around, that I had made a mental note of. “This bag is mine son!” said an old man seated exactly opposite the vacant seat reading some notes he had made out of an astrology book.

Though relieved, I continued observing the bag’s owner with suspicious thoughts such as “If this was his bag, why didn’t he keep it with him initially? Why do people have to be so inconsiderate about other people’s feelings? Etc. While I was playing the role of this security guard screening for individuals with anti social elements, the man continued the reading of his notes with this look of internal peace and calm on his face.

Two more stations passed and I continued the screening without knowing the reason or the objective behind this one off routine. It could have been a spontaneous reaction to the recent horrifying news about the blast at the famous bakery in pune.Finally attempting to divert my thoughts to the newspaper, I started updating my self about our “Little Master’s” latest achievement at the Eden in Kolkatta but without success. This guilt of picturing this elderly man as anti social started killing me from inside.

As I exited the station on completing a significant part of my journey to office, the guilt of doubting some one who was my own accompanied me towards it. Though, I had never met him before nor were we related, we shared the same soil at our respective roots (both of us were Indians).

As the day went by I couldn’t get the afternoon’s incident off my mind. It got me thinking that how many times in our lives do we doubt the ones close to us. Let’s say a married couple doubting each other’s loyalty, a friend doubting the other’s intentions in a matter of common interest etc…We do it all the time.

I am yet to meet anyone who claims that he has never doubted anyone nor will I be able to comment on the reason why we do it, guess we are born that way. Those of us who would give this topic a thought may want to press the panic button as there is no permanent solution available. However once we know that the problem exists or may crop up in the future we can make provisions to minimise the impact e.g. make conscious efforts to give others a fair chance before forming a notion that would be with us that moment onwards, proactively make efforts to set and maintain an open and a truth based foundation in all our relationships etc….

All I am trying to say is be open minded, demand and give others the required space, be true to yourself and reiterate again and again that It’s the worst when we doubt our own……

Choose right.... while you wait.

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“God upsets our plans only to set his plans for us. He does this because we see our present and plan our future, but God sees our future and plans our PRESENT..”

Post reading this message that I had just received on my mobile, the first question that struck my mind was “Do we, the creations of the Almighty just have to wait while he executes his plans for us?” The answer was yes!!!

What does the word “wait” mean? If asked this question few weeks ago I would have written wait means stay, remain, hang around, linger etc…. but thanks to one of my life’s leading lady who said “ Mo! writing about something does not mean just using it's synonyms and forming some sentences with them..it means actually giving the subject a deep thought and writing exactly what u believe and feel about it.”

Hours and hours of logical thinking later, it was clear that I was just a pawn in the masters game plan and there was no way that I could change that fact. However the one thing that was in my hands was, what I chose to do while I was waiting for my destiny to be fulfilled. The choice I had in front of me was to crib and complain about something that I wanted but did not get as it was not a part of my destiny or to put myself out there, to live every day to the fullest without any fear of the unseen, put in efforts I never thought I could for something of prime importance to me.

You’ll say “Man proposes, God disposes” if it’s not a part of his plan for us, then why do we choose the latter? The answer to that is that we should also remember that God says “Put in your best and ask me for the rest?” We should remember the fact that he cares for his creations more than what we can actually imagine. So what if a guy pulls of some impossible feats and still isn’t lucky to end up with the girl of his dreams, his efforts were not a waste as the success of the various attempts made him discover certain abilities that he never thought were in him. His choice to give it his best despite of the fact that he knew the end result was not a total waste.

Let’s take one more instance… There was this person who knew that the days of her worldly life were limited. She could have chosen to cry and feel miserable about the condition she was in, but she chose otherwise. She started planning and executing the ideas that would bring her loved ones some happiness which she would not live to witness. Some say she did not get anything for her efforts but I beg to differ on that, not only did she succeed in getting a smile on the faces of the people she loved at the same time she taught them life’s biggest lesson “We can get happiness by not living just for ourselves but also for others as well”

I urge the readers of this article to give what I said above a thought, "choose right! while you wait", bear in mind that by putting ourselves out there and with genuine efforts we may be able to convince our “Creator” to reconsider his plans for us and bless us with success in our attempts if found appropriate.

"I am all alone"......choose to make this feeling go away

I am all alone!!! This is the thought that plays in the mind of a person without a date on the day of love, an individual on a train headed towards the city of dreams , an orphan child , a team member without a supportive boss in the hour of need, a girl taking the first step in her connubial life etc…

Till the start of last year, the quote that “Man is a social animal” influenced my actions. Meeting new people, constant efforts to add more and more names to my list of friends was that activity that offered security and confirmed my belief that I would never be alone.

Post my interaction with some most amazingly unique human beings, hearing about a few of them from someone close and observing a few with the naked eye, I concluded that it was about time my set of existing beliefs required a fresh evaluation. Intense discussions and experience sharing sessions with the members of the “Mo” clan a new set of beliefs were written.

Humans allow their prototype to be around them for convenience, once a breakthrough is made with the one offering more the existing one is discarded. Also the belief that all I need is the confidence in my abilities to cross any hurdle that I find in my path, I concluded that I will never be alone because my set of beliefs will always be there with me.

But today after losing someone so special, more important to me then I thought she was, the foundation of my recently set beliefs was totally shaken from it's roots.Today I feel like a kid whose teacher sent him to a corn field to find out the true meaning of the word “Love”. I did not realize that the person I am referring to was that soul mate I was searching for. So what if she was one of my closest friends, who said the person who you aspire to spend your life with or are currently with in your life’s journey, has to be your soul mate.

With her no longer with me in person, I feel helpless, I feel that any compensation paid to get her back is less, I feel all alone….. I ask the readers of this article “do we humans feel all alone only till the time we find our soul mate, the one person who completes us? Is there anything else that can make that feeling of loneliness fade away?”

If the answer to the above raised questions is “Yes!” for the first and a “No!” for the latter, then let’s not be like the kid who passes by and ignores the best bunch of corn in the field, hoping to find an even better one,finally realizing that he has already passed the best. Look deeper, pay more attention to the people around you and if fortunate you will find and get a chance to be with and cherish the one who completes you. Do it before it's too late and never ever feel alone...

Remember that moment……….

Remember that moment………

Moments! A new one occurring every split second,collectively are the words
that fill the allotted empty pages of one’s book of time.Occurrence of
these moments form the genesis of one’s identity further contributing to
the way we look at life.

Moments of glee, moments of woe…. Many such analogous moments
continuously blocking the blank spaces in the book, are the ones we
regularly revisit and remember. Swerve from this routine and give the below
said a thought.

Which is better? A trip down the memory lane which lend a hand to select
the roads we choose or foreseeing a moment of the future. The moment that
is the final full stop in the book, where within a split second the soul
departs from its carrier and institution called life continues with the
ones currently enrolled.

On choosing the latter, we’ll subsist every moment, we’ll hear every melody
and boogie on every beat, we’ll love every soul without any hope or
agenda… because that’s the moment we’ll only remember.

The magical touch.......

Mumma!!!! These were the words that broke my sleep at the odd hour of
2.30 in the night. On regaining full consciousness I jumped out of bed
and sprinted towards the source of these words. On reaching the hall,
I realised it was my mom’s cry for help to her mother. She was in
tears because of the pain that a migraine attack caused her. The pain
was intense and could be compared to what a fish feels when taken out
of water, a bird feels when it crashes on losing the wind under its
wings.

Holding her in my arms, giving her the required medicines, applying
pressure on her forehead did not ease her pain and all that she
uttered after " Allah madad" (God help me) was "Mummy chahiye.."

It dawned upon me, that no matter what heights science can scale up
to, no matter how many people are with us during our times of
suffering, no matter how strong you as a person are, maybe there is
this touch that has a surprisingly magical way to heal and to calm our
seething pain.

The touch that can supersede any scientific invention, can overshadow
the presence of millions around you, render them unfelt and possibly
bring the greatest of warriors on his knees.

This is the touch of the person who carries us in her womb, whose debt
cannot and has never been repaid in the history of mankind.....

Anyone and everyone who reads this article should realize how blessed
mankind is with the touch of a mother....the magical touch, which can
hold the solutions to most of our complex problems. If only we
understand its deep power and the unconditional love that flows from
it!

Is there actually a difference.????

Is there actually a difference.????

20 December 2008: As the sound of the bus's engine roared with the click of the key, my journey to a place on which stands one of India's most visited temple began. About 296 kilometers from Mumbai, Shirdi is a place of worship which is blessed with a divine force that pulls you towards itself and at the same time provides peace to your mind and soul.

For me the force, the thought that made me undertake this journey was to pray and beg for the only dream I saw, the only wish whose fulfillment was my hearts desire.
However it not only gave me a chance to request for my dream to come true but also made me realize, made me understand that there actually isn't any difference.

At 8.30 am after ensuring the set standards of shuddhi were met I started walking towards the place which I felt possessed a culture different from where I came from, but I realized I was wrong. On entering the lane I saw a long queue of devotees awaiting their chance to set their eyes on the few preserved belongings of Shri Sai Baba at the Dwarka Mai.
The dedication, the feelings, the respect, the tears, the faith, the emotions were same as that of the devotees standing in a queue at the Ajmer Shareef Dargah, The Mount Mary's Church.

Standing amongst them while awaiting my turn to seek blessings of the saint who chanted "Sab ka maalik ek hai" I realized that all of us standing in the queue weren't any different, though from different origins, we had the same respect, similar prayers to offer though the way of offering them just differed.

While standing for the noon aarti, it struck me that whether you offer your prayers through joint palms or with folded hands or bowed heads, whether you get prasad or nyaaz or a comunin at the end of your worship, the faith that enables your heart to converse to the force you consider divine is the same-the tears that roll down the eyes while making a prayer, the honesty with which you chant religious couplets or prayers is the same.

Aarti equals Namaaz equals a Mass at church. From a naked eyes view it is all the same, then with blinds on our eyes, with preconceived notions why do we say they are different. Why create a difference which would be a cause for so much hatred and discontent among people, why create a difference which would deprive a person of the love of his life, indirectly depriving him of his life… why create the difference?

This man-made difference can be eliminated from its roots, the world would be a happier place, and Love would be the only religion, if we with open minds ask our self only one question "is there actually a difference?"

The answer to it would be no! there isn't any difference.